Welcome! Link!
"I wish to show you the wonders of art one day. Though my broken heart longs for its savior. Somone it can show the beauty as you mend the blody wounds of the ones who say they want me. The ones who say they need me but only try mending my broken past with staplers. click. push. pound. CRACK! CRACK! CRACK! My bones crack as it hurts to stand. my eyes spin in my head making the room shake. All i did was try to stand. All I tried to do was stand. Stand. Stand up to you my dear. You do not love me or my broken heart. You shall staple insted of stitch. Bite insted of kiss. they blood runs from your mouth as you bite. blood. blood. cuts. slash. who made these? was it you or I? How long has it been science you stoped and i started. Pain. But pain feels hoible does it not? Why do i enjoy it? Is it because this and scielence are the only love i recived? I talk to the sounds in my quiet room. Tik. Tok. Tik. Tok. BANG. BANG. BANG! church bells ring. I rember those times when I was exited to go on that day. I rember when I was alone. I rember how they werent here. They never are. I rember. It. All.AWOOOOO!! Why do I have to rember? My baby oh my baby boy. I was 3 when i got you. Im older now. Your gone. You were so happy and energetic. Loud. Happy. You loved food even. not anymore. Asshes. Your asshes. You loved strawbeies. You were my chubby boy. Now bones. skin. when i pet you Feel them. I see your ribs. No ribs. Just ash. No one for me not even my baby boy."